I'm sorry but I'm just not ready. This has all been too fast for me. I need time and space. I'm not ready to be in this relationship. I know your serious about your feelings ~ I dont want you to be hurt.
Friday, September 14, 2007
I'm Sorry
I'm sorry but I'm just not ready. This has all been too fast for me. I need time and space. I'm not ready to be in this relationship. I know your serious about your feelings ~ I dont want you to be hurt.
Focus!!!
Something I try very hard to do but no matter how hard I try...
... Curriculum writing is still boring and time consuming --> ie. WORK
But it has to be done all the same, regardless of how i feel so:
1. I will not watch youtube
2. I will not chat unnessasarily on skype or msn
3. I will not make overseas calls to my best friend
4. I will not go play with the puppies
5. I will not get sucked into watching Chinese soap operas with complicated love triangles
6. I will not look for jokes and interesting things to put on my band's webpage to entertain them
7. I will not watch the movie I just downloaded
8. I will not meet up with friends for coffee
9. I will not check my various online profiles
10. I will not blog
.... Opps
Friday, September 7, 2007
Live Life ~ No Regrets
Live Life ~ No Regrets
Some people seem to think it a narrow minded way of thinking.
Some have said it’s a way of not dealing with life - of hiding or covering up mistakes.
I have been told that this notion will stop you from moving forward in life.
I beg to differ.
Saying that you live life with no regrets is not the same as not learning from mistakes.
Look back; see your life’s journey thus far, with all its twisted, broken and misguided steps, but do not dwell on it.
~ Do Not regret past mistakes or misfortunes~
ACCEPT them ~ REJOICE in them.
Fore it is only through living that we learn to better ourselves.
And life is not meant to be a smooth sailing journey over docile waters but a tough, stressful, rugged battle of rough seas.
~ That is true living. ~
Every tear is a precious living diamond freely given. Every heartbreak merely the raging fire that clears the dead and dying to prepare the heart for new birth of love, hope and joy.
I pity those that have regrets - they will never be able to move on with their lives while they dwell on their troubles.
Build a bridge ~ GET OVER IT.
Life is about contrast and what better contrast for love than having experienced hate, for joy than having experienced misery, for hope than having experienced loss.
~ Fear is born partly of regret. ~
It is being so focused on a past experience that you cannot move beyond it and therefore are not prepared to face it again and CONQUER it.
A new born child does not fear. He embraces life trusting wholly in those around him.
Do you trust all those around you? Can you honestly say you have no fears?
You are a child of the universe and within you lies limitless potential.
You hold all the secrets to the universe.
~ All the answers are given. ~
So what is to fear? That which is needed for your life is given to you and
nothing is ever given that you can’t handle.
Life is about standing at the crossroads and choosing, and the sweetest truth is that there is
no such thing as a wrong choice.
Whether or not you believe in fate, destiny or God, you have the freedom of choice.
Each choice is a step is on your journey, a brick paved on your own UNIQUE pathway, a lesson to learn from to guide you in future.
It is good to LOOK BACK at your journey so far but only to admire it, to be proud of it,
to claim it proudly as your own.
But in looking back never cease to MOVE FORWARDS.
~ Never regret. ~
Some people seem to think it a narrow minded way of thinking.
Some have said it’s a way of not dealing with life - of hiding or covering up mistakes.
I have been told that this notion will stop you from moving forward in life.
I beg to differ.
Saying that you live life with no regrets is not the same as not learning from mistakes.
Look back; see your life’s journey thus far, with all its twisted, broken and misguided steps, but do not dwell on it.
~ Do Not regret past mistakes or misfortunes~
ACCEPT them ~ REJOICE in them.
Fore it is only through living that we learn to better ourselves.
And life is not meant to be a smooth sailing journey over docile waters but a tough, stressful, rugged battle of rough seas.
~ That is true living. ~
Every tear is a precious living diamond freely given. Every heartbreak merely the raging fire that clears the dead and dying to prepare the heart for new birth of love, hope and joy.
I pity those that have regrets - they will never be able to move on with their lives while they dwell on their troubles.
Build a bridge ~ GET OVER IT.
Life is about contrast and what better contrast for love than having experienced hate, for joy than having experienced misery, for hope than having experienced loss.
~ Fear is born partly of regret. ~
It is being so focused on a past experience that you cannot move beyond it and therefore are not prepared to face it again and CONQUER it.
A new born child does not fear. He embraces life trusting wholly in those around him.
Do you trust all those around you? Can you honestly say you have no fears?
You are a child of the universe and within you lies limitless potential.
You hold all the secrets to the universe.
~ All the answers are given. ~
So what is to fear? That which is needed for your life is given to you and
nothing is ever given that you can’t handle.
Life is about standing at the crossroads and choosing, and the sweetest truth is that there is
no such thing as a wrong choice.
Whether or not you believe in fate, destiny or God, you have the freedom of choice.
Each choice is a step is on your journey, a brick paved on your own UNIQUE pathway, a lesson to learn from to guide you in future.
It is good to LOOK BACK at your journey so far but only to admire it, to be proud of it,
to claim it proudly as your own.
But in looking back never cease to MOVE FORWARDS.
~ Never regret. ~
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